i feel so good bout tomorrow. finally e race of my life has arrived. 10 am. lol e onli ting is that i've no idea how fast or slow i am compared to the others, i mean i get thrashed by boon gan(my senior) but his like a freaking canoeing god. hahah so i seriously don't know, it all boils down to tomorrow. somehow, i've regained the fighting spirit and confidence that i possessed. im at the top of my world, but probably not the top of my game. i will be next year i promise u HCI. u guys will see the real me then.

aniwae, i sprained my left wrist on wednesday training after the heats. weird how this year i keep getting injured. my wrist hurts like shit when i twist it, but thankfully it's not too bad when i canoe. otherwise i'll feel so fked. and nationals seem to be different this year. i've seen malcolm n jon hu, joe and jon li, train their guts out, doing funtime wif me, canoeing 18km per trg, i've witness with my own eyes how hard they've train. but somehow, somethings are just not meant to be. i know how hard we all want the title, and how hard we've train and in life, in some things, we onli get one chance. nationals is one of em. as cher said, if u train so hard and just aim to get into finals, so be it. but deep down, we all expect much more. after all, we've shared numerous tears and sweat together. i guess im getting into being a HCI canoeist. and im proud to be one.

i can't wait for tml. i seriously can't. 10 am. 10am. i can do it, i keep telling myself. 2nd last seems so be underestimating myself at the moment, i just have that gut feeling that i can do it. i can push past the sji boats. currently, every point COUNTS. every boat i beat, im helping to bring the championship closer to our finger tips. cmon B div, we can do it. just dun screw up and we should be having our 1/2 day holidae. ^^

cmon. e race is finally here. i noe i can do it. i want to do it. i WILL do it.

when our worlds collided,
it was phenomenal.
if i had the choice,
i probably would never...
let go.

let's go guys. the B div title is so within our reach. it should be ours in another 16 hours.
(ps. bernard teo [my sji canoeing teacher] tried to tempt me back lol! he told me the school will let me back in if i wanted to transfer at year-end HAHA. oh well, sry! im pretty much settled in school already ^^)