i asked yicheng last night how does he cope with so much commitments, he emphatically said, " keep late nights lor". people always choose to see what they want to see. with so much things to do, its undeniable that i havent been the best manager of my time, but i was happy. sam asked me, "how to make my life happier?" and i just said, "do something you enjoy". That's the way i am. That's why im cheery cos i enjoy doing all that i've done. honestly, i did work hard to keep to the deadlines and study too. Yet surely i can do more for my studies and finally, its time i pledged myself to abide by my agreement with ms koe. especially since there's so much more at stake, not just jc but more importantly, my joy.

is it too late? well at least it is a start. no one understands. perhaps im just an empty smiley face floating amongst the silhouttes.

ps. intertextuality lessons have proved to be rather interesting.