ah so szu an scribbled something no my hand again.
that relieved smile,
is the reason i keep smiling,
and i know then that i did what i had to do.

i finished doing zhu hai rong's essay. that in itself is such an amazing achievement. so i've still been slacking my life away but i think someday i'll pull myself out of this ridiculously bochap attitude. Shall start by tuning my sleeping hours back to normal.

Ah i also made an amazing discovery haha. When i told jerry, he gave me this "you mean you didnt know" look and that was worth millions haha. Anyway, that discovery is just simply - people think i'm nice lol. That's what makes me happy i guess, making others happy too. A small little deed goes a long way in making someone else's day.

And i would just like to take the chance to re-emphasize how much i respect my CT, Mr Leong. He is one of the few teachers who have really gone out of the way to make things happen for our class. That extra mile, that extra patience, that -always misintepretated- care for us. Yesterday he lost his temper for the second time in this entire year (which seriously is amazing considering the amount of crap he gets from us) and i guess it jolted us to realise that we have been taking forgranted his kindness for awhile now. Mao, Rachel, Cheryl, you peeps owe him a bunch (and the occasional late comers who he sometimes closes a blind eye and covers up for). haha so lets just cut him some slack and give him something to be proud of. [so i hereby proclaim that i will lead by example as the proud CT rep of A12. so just watch me from now on]

History tells us that the only permanent thing in life is changes. i beg to differ. somethings dont change. These things that do not change, do not change because of us. go figure.

back to maths assignment.