folded, unfolded, unfolding.

i realized these past weeks that my defence mechanism is happiness itself. i dont know whether i am making sense but i've somehow displaced all these unhappiness and transmogrify it into euphoria. maybe that's how i've been surviving. am i happy? if that's what you are asking, i really dont know. i'm still unfolding.

anyway i spent 3 hours of my life helping an SL project that does not concern me or involve me whatsoever. i think i should really stop wasting my time. Hence, i will be trying to spend my time more productively. well the good side of the 3 hours was i actually had some time to catch up with my council mates. i can't stress just how much those few people mean to me. the random tim sum treat (from me) was one of the best times i've had for sometime.

talking is therapeutic.