fridays are always the best days of my life. for one, its the end to the week. but at the same time, i've to wait a whole two and a half hours for CT period. well there were soccer before the exams, and that made the day much better. anyhow in this two and a half hours, usually only edlyn and i would be at the bench, after of course, being abandoned by the AEP students who never fail to throng the comfy air-conditioned art studio. but then again, it's always fun hanging out with edlyn lol. damn we can see/say/hear/imitate (pulls collar back) haha. inside jokes. and so she suggested i blogged about tungsten and co, so i guess i should... like real - - like i finally figured how with this big mouth of mine, and the overzealous attempts to share(?), have resulted in me stepping on my own toes. curb this slithering tongue of mine.

and i guess my musings, arent exactly the most interesting of the lot. well, i just take joy in writing (at times). i also came up with a revision schedule. when i told sam about it at CSC yesterday, he sullied me, insisting that an extreme ENFP like me would never be able to keep to a time table. guess what, he's right. i failed on the first day the schedule was planned haha. but hey, i'm smart enough to plan buffer time here and there. if i keep to the schedule, i'll certainly get my As. i just hope i've the preserverance to do so. tomorrow derek, peng, edlyn and maybe wu-dong will be coming over to study before we head to MAF together. there's awesome miki cookie chou in the fridge awaiting them. but i hope tomorrow will be the start of many productive days to come.

digression : the new msn messenger live (latest version) is pissing the shit load out of me. it keeps hanging randomly and is hella laggy. do not update. you have been forewarned.

signed up for FOS. if you dont already know, i've a tear in my knee meniscus (the cartilage between the bones). sigh it's been two weeks and the swell is still there. i've been icing it 24/7 until the skin is red. i dont know, i just really want to get back on the football pitch where i really enjoyed myself. when i told dad about the impending FOS, he went ballistic and even said that if i get injured again dont event think of calling him. sigh. all i wanted was a simple "take care". but i do know that even if my parents try to force upon their decision onto me, nothing aint gonna stand in my way. it's a stubborn pursuit. on hindsight, i did give up many things to join soccer. not the best, not the fittest in canoeing, i still went on to proudly captain the canoeing team in SJI. and what separated me from those physical disadvantages were my mental strength. i remember the huffing and puffing in canoeing races (which i was so damn good in at that time), and more often than not, it boils down to who wanted it more. it's the same in life, whoever wants it more, gets it.

changed the blog song. it's my current obsession.