hmm, i just did up an excel file calculating exactly how much to score for promos to get the grades i want. i remember doing the same thing last year, and boy it sure was more optimistic then. so let's see, i need to score an A for maths to get C overall. lol so i'm kinda aiming alittle high. for promos i'm gonna try a ABBB. haha A for maths. ironic isnt it? but sure heck i think i can do it. well if i do get ABBB, my final results will be BBBC. not too shabby in my opinion. i was looking at my grades and realise that i've been so slack. it contributed to this feeling of uselessness and utter disappointment in myself for underachieving time and again. sigh, i really dont know how to enthuse myself to study. it's just one week and i'm way behind in revision. i just thank my lucky stars that i can absorb at a rate that allows me to survive all this while without putting in much effort in studying. and i really hate being such a slob. such a snail.

on a more lighthearted note, i'd like to substantiate that having eye candies does not mean anything other than watching people. well, for one i believe that many people do enjoy people-watching to some extent but of course, there's a limit to it. i've been too big mouthed (as usual) another habit i need to change. anyway, i am not as affected as some of you may think simply because i've seen a side of you (that i always knew to some extent) but refused to acknowledged. and honestly, it disappoints me. but it made me know i'm happy and carefree as lilong(okay oxymoron). oh yea, but amidst all the flavours of the week and so on, there's seriously nothing more than enjoying looking. hahah RIGHT edlyn? lol!

okay imma put some action into what i say. study now. ABBB? why not AAAA? aim high.
ps. if you want the excel file just drop me a sms.