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Thursday, October 04, 2007
i dont know why i am so unhappy these days. i dont really show. i hate it when my life turns into a drama, and i know that whenever i am low, i drag a whole load of people into this depressing, stifling atmosphere. it's always about not being able to play soccer. and i'm so tired, frustrated, i dont know what else can bring this determined, fighting sport spirit back into this lifeless body of mine.
mr leong made my day. at least for that period of time. to be honest, i did enjoy doing the lit promos, and i'm just glad that it has come to fruitation(such a word?) Ms Heng actually praised me. i am, over the moon. Ms Heng, has almost never, gave an A (only to Joshua tho... haha) but frankly, i believe i got an A+ for that particular lit question. econs... at least it didnt turn out as bad as i thought it to be. i think i can look forward to A(GP),AABC. haha i'll be delighted.
then again, as training resumes, i continue to sit on the sidelines. all because of one reckless challenge on me by a fucking retard who
still thinks he did nothing. stanlay did tell him that i'll break his leg the next time i get on the pitch against him, and honestly, i really think i'll do it.
how true indeed. i forgive, but i dont forget.
in this particular instance, i dont even forgive.
scary? indeed.
