it suddenly occured to me that my holidays will get burnt away by the surgery. the entire december holiday will be spent at home, where my mum literally wants to put me in a protective bubble. currently, i'm treated like a toddler, where each step i take is followed by a chorus of "walk carefully" and such, you get the idea. i know they mean well, but i'm grown up enough to be careful.

anyhow, this entry is just a shoutout to all my friends out there, who are as busy as a bee, to ask me out while i still can walk (without crutches). after i come back from scotland, i'll really begin this holiday in confinement. oh, mum also intends to make me sleep in the stall room so i dont have to climb up and down. haha, i'm heading to ikea to decorate my "new" room. and there's an eerie pattern to everyone who inhabits in that particular room. mum calls it the "therapy" room. my ah gong lived there. my aunt who was recovering from cancer lived there. and now, i'm going to stay there. mum says she's got to do something about the fengshui after i move out of that room.

these days are increasingly boring and frustrating. i spend my days at home. typically, it means sitting at the computer playing WOW all day. friends are busy with huang cheng, soccer or what not. i've nothing much to do, or accomplish. but i just want to spend these last few days moving around as much as i can. december's going to be a hella a long month for me. please come visit me otherwise the dvds will be my only companion.

anyhow, it's strange when my bro talks to me about my results. in fact, it's the first time he did. i guess mum's been really upset and disappointed with me. well, afterall i'm 25% in school. and honestly, wtf happened to me. next year, it's gonna be a whole new ball game. and i'm going to play it well.

lastly, it's times like that when i feel like i need a special someone. well, it's always nice to have company around. haha, but hey! i can get used to some quiet too. happy 8th month anniversary brother lol.