this is easily the worst period of my life. i feel like shit. the leg's doing fine but what killed (and is still killing me) is the constant headache and fatigue, repercussions of the high fever a few days back. now the high fever wasnt just any other bout of fever. it raged between 39 to 40 degrees, never relenting(and never going below 39) for two whole f* days. my brain was getting fried literally. and all i remember of those two days were drinking a cocktail of chinese remedies, downing loads of pills (until i cant actually taste my food) and having such bad headache all i wanted to do is to sleep.

thank god the fever is gone. but the headache seems to cling on to me like a bad lover. as i speak, i can barely open my eyes though i've been asleep probably about 90% of the time. i want to start studying, but i am not feeling well.

the rain's so melancholic and all. i guess i need to get better at a faster rate. otherwise i'll not make it. oh boy, hope i've enough time to catch up with school work.

happy holidays all. (except me i guess)