i think the song playing now is absolutely alluring. just felt drawn to it.

i'm glad for mel. 10 points isnt too bad, tho it's nothing fantastic either. i know she's disappointed, but there's nothing much i can do to help her except hook her up with chengyi to learn more bout IB! haha. she's changed so much (for the better) and will certainly remain my favourite cousin.

i did something silly today. in truth, i dont even know why i wrote it. perhaps there's just this want deep down inside, but i know it's not the time.

anyhow, i've been feeling upbeat bout school recently. it's an amazing feeling to complete tutorials beforehand. lol okay perhaps it's the norm for everyone else in this school, but it's the first time i consistently did work on time. and for the first time (in my memory), got more than a U for a math lecture test. yes it was considered easy and all, but hey! it's been a while since i felt accomplished so give me some credit for it.

i hope i can keep going.