lol finally got the $500 we won at some random SL competition last year. advance ang bao man. i've decided to be nicer to people around me and with the newly received prize money, it means a long list of gifts for people like my godparents to my ahma, and to mel(my cousin whose birthday happen to be today and i didnt remember =/ ) oh and my angel and mortals. and i also realized that i no longer want to lend people money cos chasing it back is so tiring, and its something i hate doing. and just like in the US, i'm experiencing many bad debts that are unrecoverable due to a multitude of reasons.

life's been okay, except the 2am nights. been really tired all week with this silly CSC proposal. i really dont have anything to blog about now cos i cant think straight. hopefully i can come up with something later.

ah and zhu hai rong lao shi... just edited my entire proposal for me. i dont know whether i should feel glad or upset. it's bittersweet having to know that she had to do it without at least helping me try, and yet grateful that i dont have to have a 2am night today. i sure can do with the extra rest. i hope i dont waste the next year sleeping in CSC tutorials like i've been doing. somehow i cant write notes when i try to listen during CSC, since anything in chinese, requires nothing less than my full undivided attention haha.