there's this eerie aura of familiarity when lessons begin. the same old, silent, gigglish class atmosphere that bores me. i think that's the only reason why i'm such a distraction in class just cos i cannot stand it anymore. and all the holiday homework comes knocking on the door, there's no running away from it. it's like kharma. so this year, i decided that i'm going to psyche myself into the machine mum wants me to be. mugging machine that is. and just today, mum's laid down this Saturday-you-can-do-anything-you-want-day but other than that, it's studies. oh boy, i didnt even bother to protest.

and so i'm talking to my sji junior who's enjoying himself in orientation. and he got yijing for ogl. what bliss. haha. brings back memories of how i whiled away my time last year. but heck, it was fun. well maybe not when i got back my grades. so i've so much to catch up this year. it's an unrelenting environment that i'm in. and honestly, i'm starting to feel the heat.

i need to refocus.