had my advance "yuan xiao" dinner tonight cos sis has to work late tomorrow. bro and sis brought over their other halves and we had quite a good time. btw cherry, the chocs are very nice. heh. and on a side note, mum has been repeatedly telling me bout how according to the Almanac, horses aren't suppose to start relationships in the year of the rat. She thinks i'm on the verge of getting attached when in truth, i am nowhere near such a situation. Strange how women tend to be over sensitive.

ms heng randomly parked herself infront of me during lunch. for a short while that is. i got a D for poetry comparison and it was amazing considering how i only analysed one poem and completely ignored the other. Ms Heng told me i could have done much much better but it was already a very good attempt. or had "lots of potential". This comment has appeared all over my GP essays as well. the strange thing is, i really dont know how to make the leap from potential to fulfilling it. sometimes, you just ought to idealise rui an for his sheer aptitude for english. Ms Heng says it feels as though i have to go through a lot to get my point across, aka my expression sucks, but actually this has always been my style of writing. Oh well, guess it's back to the library to read those dreary Literary Reviews. But in all honesty, i love literature lessons. On second thoughts, i like GP, Econs and China studies(to some extent too) hehe! okay maths... hmm i kinda like it more than i did. this is an accomplishment in itself.

so when mum just randomly told me she wants to see all my subject tutors soon to know how i am coping in school, i was initially scared and frightened. but then again, i don't think my STs have such a bad impression of me. i hope they praise me and mum will finally let me lead my life in peace. seriously, i'll breakdown someday from her insistent breathing down my neck.

anyhow, had a great chat with a few of my friends. realized i've been missing out on their presence alot, especially people like Louis, Sam, Jessica and Xianyun, whom i dont usually get to interact with. but i'm glad they are around. louis reveals loads of stuff that i didnt know, and it was interesting hearing all this chatter behind our backs haha! Sam, well, is perhaps one my best friends. Someone whom you dont need to talk to for a month, but everything feels so good when you finally get to chat with him. As for jessica, its truly amazing how we're such great buddies even after being in such un-related social circles and what not lol. and happy birthday xianyun. sam's girlfriend. HAHA okay i'm just talking nonsense. But En Loong and i agree they'll be great together for many many obvious reasons lolzzzzzzzz.

alright, off to finish up maths tutorial. as for what constitutes "finish up", haha...