sat's huangcheng debrief was almost worthy of being a drama itself. not going to say much, but simply one line. one line that lokky said. "因为这是他们的黄城。" it makes a whole load of difference whether you take ownership of being in the production. sad to say, i cant find the same drive for huangcheng as i did for other things. but then again, i can see the fire burning in each of the j2s. and perhaps it will be enough to inspire me to do much more.

it was also a tad surprising to receive a sms from suayu. but it was a firm testimony of his character. and in that itself, he deserved respect. truly, a great friend with an awesome personality. fight on in what you believe in.

all in all, emotions flowed. behind the huang cheng ye yun that all of you are going to watch in two more weeks, rests a drama in itself. maybe it's not too late for me to finally feel proud of being part of chinese drama.
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on a side note, i've been quite lethargic when it comes to school and work. i dont know why i cant seem to find my bearing, the momentum that once guided me for the first month in school seemingly has faded away. sad, but true.

i hope in the next few days, i can break away from this inertia. i want to catch up with my friends too, and hopefully be there to support them whenever they need someone around.

on a very random digression, my heart goes out to eduardo and his ankle.

and i think i said something meaningful (for once) lol. when i told melvin i could read him, he replied "like a book." i said, "like a friend".

that's all for tonight folks. i think i need to get a camera to make my blog more 'exciting'. hah