VBC has turned my life upside down once again. i can't believe i spent my last few days totally caught up in it. but it's rewarding HAHa. just i'm not sure the price i pay for it is worth it. think sleepless nights and piling homework.

and in 45 minutes it's my eighteenth birthday. sis is upset cos i cant remember hers(theirs and everyone else's birthday). for that i'm truly sorry cos, i really am bad with dates. i kinda try to remember by putting birthdays in my organizers. and this birthday, i realised how fortunate i am to have friends planning a birthday for me. and it made me feel bad, cos i realised i've gave alot of empty promises. i almost always keep to my words, but sometimes it slips my mind. so this year will be time to make up for it. and since i'm single and have alot of savings now, means lol, its time to catch up with the gift-giving. haha!

i think i am such a nerd. i kinda enjoyed the talk by Ms Yong, the perm sec of MOH. lol. government policy-making is so cool. talking to jessica also made me realised i remember all the totally stupid and trivial stuff hahaha. and after being dragged by edlyn and hanzhi for that hour long talking session, they (along with i) realized how i know all the unimportant stuff. think gossips. heck, i dont even know how i know. hahaha i just hear them from all over the place subconsciously.

alright, it's 15 more minute to my big day. i think i need to put down vbc for awhile and get to doing my work. been procrastinating for so damn long and with tml in mind, i dont think i've time to touch my work too. sigh.

and great job xian! well done on the win hahaha. fake torres =X it's back to writing. there are so many stuff to do. letters abound as well. tiring days ahead i foresee. happy 18th birthday to myself. my birthday wish is... it's a secret. ( no not that edlyn/hanzhi/xian yun/sam/and many other people )

stay happy everyone.