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Monday, May 12, 2008
i really think i will break down soon from the pressure to do well for As. the haunting memories of screwing up for PSLE still grip onto me even till today. just what if it happens again. a road sweeper i shall be.
i try to focus, but i just can't seem to do it. someone please help me. if only i had 50% of sua's intellect and 50% of yicheng's mugness... but no pain no gain, and i know that. i just cant do it i'm afraid.
sighting of sweets perhaps makes school funnier haha. but of course, it is all but a candy. xian's poem amused me like crazy, just as how it's fun to call cheryl "enloong". i know i'm probably gonna get niaoed on the tagboard but w/e.
and now i'm trudging through pages and pages of chinese research papers on sino-russian energy diplomacy. if only it was CSE. my chinese standards are perhaps a quarter of my competency in english, if not less. how then am i going to do well for CSC?
i wonder whether there is added significance to the form of this blog post. it is seldom that i write in such short, succinct sentences. the length of each paragraph further accentuates something, which perhaps, no one but i will understand.
mum likes the muji house slippers i got her. i didnt see her the whole of mother's day. but i'm glad she likes her present. but the following postcard belies something i've never told my mum.
but because of the next postcard, i'm not gonna give up being what you want me to become.
happy (belated) mother's day.
